At last I'm writing something in my new Blog... sitting in the comfortable chair, prepeared myself to write what I feel, that was waiting in my head, that I wanted to say for a longer time to people whome it might be interesting or even help.So what was it?..
For already 1 and almost a half year I'm living in Germany, first- as an Au-pair, now- as a student. During that all time and till now I'm also a student in Ukraine. In Ukraine my faculty is called Applied Linguistics, that is why I came to an idea to stay in Germany as an Au-pair in order to improve my language.I improved it and then I wanted to go more and to study also in Germany. My aim was Kommunikationsdesign in FH Mainz. For my studing in Germany I was applying already from Ukraine with the help of the organisation which is called uni-assist. But I new that Kommunikationsdesign would be hard to get into if I'm not in Germany, couse I would need to make the document-case with my creative works. I had no idea how it should look like, I didn't know if I am obliged to do a practise, before I'm starting my studing there, so I came to an idea to apply for some other faculties, which more or less interests me in FH Mainz and then when I will get acquainted with everything, enter the Kommunikationsdesign. That was my masterplan:) But as you know, not all masterplans are always succesfull, so wasn't my...First step was going by my plan, I entered FH in Geoinformatik, then made my document-case for Kommunikatinsdesign and gave it in... My works were apparently not good enough for the FH... It's all the time so hard to accept your mistakes or, better to say your failures. But the life doesn't stop, it moves, walks, runs... So you must do: move, walk, run- not stop. I have a lot of ideas what to do now, but don't now which to pick: to stay with my first dream and think about reaching it(I mean Kommunikationsdesign) or to do something else,for example- languages, what would be not a bad idea, cocerning the fact that I know 4. Was that a sign that kommunikationsdesign is not my thing, or it's just another challenge which I have to get through and go for my first desire?
I guess there are things that disturb to reach what you want to reach: bad surcumstances and destiny, against these two things we are powerless, but everything else is in our hands.
